Dear D,

I don’t understand how you can make my heart soar and then within 72 hours break it.  Again.  My heart has ached for months over something that wasn’t but at the same time, was.  When I saw your number pop up.  My heart skipped a beat.  My palms got sweaty.  I knew you were back.  Even though you were never really gone.  I smiled.  I laughed.  I cried.  I breathed.  You were there too.  Then the wind blew.  And you were gone.  Again.

I am angry.  I am hurt.  I am still with you.  Where did you go?  Why?  Do you know that I am crying??  Do you even care?  Yes.  You know.  You care.  You just care about you, more…..

~SLC