The Eve of the Eve of Christmas Eve….

I have figured out why I have a case of the Bah Humbugs.  I really hate it too because Christmas is my favorite.  Of all time.  But I can’t get into it.  I haven’t had fun shopping, baking, decorating (even though it does look pretty), I haven’t wrapped the first present.  I am pretty much faking the excitement for the sake of my sweet baby girl.  She is SOOOO excited and that does genuinely make me happy.  But the rest - smoke and mirrors.  All a bunch of b.s. holiday cheer.  I hope that this realization frees me somehow so that I can find the festivus within…..