The Eve of the Eve of Christmas Eve….
I have figured out why I have a case of the Bah Humbugs. I really hate it too because Christmas is my favorite. Of all time. But I can’t get into it. I haven’t had fun shopping, baking, decorating (even though it does look pretty), I haven’t wrapped the first present. I am pretty much faking the excitement for the sake of my sweet baby girl. She is SOOOO excited and that does genuinely make me happy. But the rest - smoke and mirrors. All a bunch of b.s. holiday cheer. I hope that this realization frees me somehow so that I can find the festivus within…..